my life in the speed of space mountain

-Innocence is bliss.
-Now you're just trying too hard.
-Unsure, but I think I'm happy.
-Learning how to be really happy.
-Or at least trying to.
-Sad without a reason.
-Fake happy.
-Sad with a reason.
-I'm trying.
-Sad without a reason. Mostly.
-Happy intervals. Just waves in the hallway.
-Sad without any real reason.
-"Woah. I haven't laughed like that in a really long time."
-Sad without a reason.
-True happiness.
-Sad without a reason.
-Perfectly content.
-Sad without a reason. But really really glad that I don't have a reason.

I'll always be sad sometimes.
(I'm human.)
But I'm really happy that I don't really have a reason.